'I did it my way'. Frank Sinatra's legendary song illustrates his pride at having made a few things happen singlehandedly in his world. He also has no qualms about having a few regrets, either. Like the rest of us, he tried, failed a few times but also got much right whilst retaining his pride. You appear to be alone where fulfilling a need is concerned. Soon, you will feel genuine pride at having made something special and permanent happen on your own.