On one side, we have your list of shortfalls, what's missing or lacking in your world and why you can justify feeling confused or resentful. On the other side, we have your reasons why you should be grateful for all that is good. It's the latter you're overlooking now and it's always easier to focus on what we don't have. To attain out the former list, you need only allow your confidence to rise, even slightly. You're about to be given a good reason to feel more confident and optimistic.